manis

perlu kah kata-kata manis dan segala kepura-puraan diucapkan saat kenyataan dan diakhiri dengan rasa sebaliknya?

rindu kah saya akan rasa "rindu"?

ternyata patah hati tidak seburuk seperti yang saya bayangkan..

ternyata bahagia tidak membutuhkan kehadiran sang perindu..

ternyata bahagia tidak datang dari dia yang membelai dan memeluk..

rindu kah saya pada rasa rindu?

saya tidak mencari rindu, tidak juga mencari cinta, bukan juga pasangan yang setia..

saya sudah menemukan kebahagian dalam diri saya

biar rindu, cinta, beserta sosok pemberinya datang dan mencari saya :)

saya tidak lagi penasaran akan laki-laki masa depan.

karena saya yakin segala sesuatu datang pada waktuNya..

menunggunya dengan resah hanya akan mengurangi kedamaian pada hari ini :D

beach

i wanna beach damn hard!

i wanna sun burn my skin..

i wanna rolling in the sands

i need to finding nemoo :(

perumpamaan kursi

lo tuh kaya nendang kursi trus kursinya rusak dan ga bisa didudukin lagi ra!!
lo sakit, pantat biru jatoh trus si kursi juga rusak!

-@kmunadiayuna

happy?

A: lo bahagia?

C: iyaa.. kenapa?

A: karena punya pacar?

C: gaa..

A: Trus??

C: Ya, karena gw emang bahagia,

A: Masa ga ada alasan??

C: karena gw ga punya alasan untuk sedih juga.. kenapa gw harus sedih/ga bahagia coba?

panjang lebar i just want to share that we don't need any reason for being happy! happy is a gift form God, happy just our way to thanks God because He already give it freely.

a hug for a friend :)

have friend not really that close actually, i'm not even share my sadness or even my happiness with her..

but i actually i love spent time with her, she is an "easy going" person.

she will getting married next year and she wants me becoming her bridesmaid..
what a honour right??

she have so much worry about anything..
about her wedding, her educational matters, her father, about anything..

i just wants to say, don't worry friend :) i know you cry out loud in your heart but you keep smiling during your uneasy life..


i learn many things from you Rosabella Apriana

part of Ismaya Group

what an super experience 2 month at ismaya group.
but some people said that i will have a lot experience later when JCF 2012.

well part of my life such a chicken and said that i can't do what my boss want, but the other hand said that well just learn, nothing is impossible just learn clara (such a "quiter" minded right? face a problem them quit, run away).

well just hoping i could be a better person here. Hope i could be stronger, tough, hope i can be like mba chi chi from secretary become an manager!! "wow" right??

well clara i want to give you some challenges!! like my boss always said, he challenge me not give a task, duties, assignment, etc. (well that's just a word right, but it still give me spirit)
one more, my boss teach how to speak in bahasa nowadays hahaha...

new environment, new friends, new boss, new experience!!

like i said to my boss: i will do my best pak! (I will do my Best, Father!)

waiting and hoping

no one really understand what i feel and what is this :)

and i just cant describe what is is this :)

why i have to waiting and hoping you will comeback :(

fall in love

friend: clara, you looks fall in love, are you falling in love??

me: yes i am :)

friend: with who??


me: with my Dearest GOD He stole my heart, i've been leaving Him, i do forget His Power, but He still hold my hands and keeping me up, He push me to His lap then HUG me:) and wishpered don't worry my favorite girl while remove my tears..

terimakasih

banyak yang tanya:


terimakasih sama siapa sih la??



terimakasih buat apa??

gw terimakasih buat semua yang terjadi sama gw..
buat setiap kejadian yang buat gw tertawa dan menangis..
terimakasih buat orang-orang yang berkarya disekitar gw..
buat orang-orang yang sayang dan sekaligus (mungkin) ga suka sama gw..


hmmm..

gw ga akan jadi clara yang kaya sekarang kalo ga ada kejadian dan kalian disekitar saya..
bukan clara yang lebih hebat atau pun lebih kuat, gw tetep cengeng actually, tapi jadi clara yang jauh lebih bersyukur :)